Thank Heaven for a weekend that was surprisingly good. Gives me hope that maybe this summer will be good. Now hopefully I can take the energy and use it to jump into the job search so I can find a new line of work. But drat, I've had to spend most of my time this morning preparing so I don't get let go from my current job too soon. This is odd of course because I really don't want this current job, but right now I really need it. So I've got to hold my tongue a little while longer, even though it's getting tougher. I almost cussed at my boss last week. That is not me. I do not go into work to slack off or cause problems with people. I work hard and want to do a good job at whatever place I'm at, even if I don't really like the work I do. But I don't recall the last time I was so completely infuriated by a co-worker. I don't think I ever have. I'm trying. I really am. But if I have to stay around much longer I may go nuts.